What the doctor said

This won't be pretty.

Lose weight and come back in a year. gee thanks
It can take a long time to get back to normal after the pill, be thankful you didn't have the injection. It shouldn't still be this bad...........
You're young, you have all teh time in the world. I don't care I'm broody NOW
I'll request a blood test to check hormones, but I don't think it's them.
And eat organic meat so you don't take in so much oestrogen Are you gonna pay organic meat prices for me then

Not in those words as such, but that was that. Basically not interested because I am young, over-weight and it's only been a year.

Thankfully I have perfected a smile that convinces most people everything is ok. I booked my appointment for the blood test and the smile just lasted me until I got home. Now I've got a headache from crying and a sore throat from swallowing more tears away.

Why? Women more over weight then me get pregnant and manage. Women high on drugs and totally drunk have one night stands get pregnant. I have a good marriage, a home and I can't get pregnant.

I know this is totally selfish, but I can't help that now.

So it's another year of waiting. I really need something to distract me, because I don't know if I can do another year like this one.

I really don't know what to think. I feel like I have to march in place for a year.