Afghanistan.....

My beloved husband is being sent to Afghanistan for 4 months in november. Spare me the spiel about it being his job, because I don't hear it. I really, really don't want this. I will spend 4 months worried sick, jumping every time the phone rings, or there's an unexpected knock at the door.

Plus it throws this TTC business up in the air. I could cope with the first half of pregnancy while he is away, but not the second. I want him home for the birth of his baby. *sigh* I guess I will have to wait and see what the Gynaecologist says. I'd even go back on the pill (though it kills me to say so) and come off in september. Last year was so hard, and this year will be harder, and to voluntarily delay having a baby? Even for the best.... It's breaking my heart.