23 May 2008

CD 70

Thought I'd done with the long cycles.
They didn't have my scan results yesterday, so I am waiting again. More waiting. Not very patiently, but it's all I can do.
I'm very emotional and tense at the moment, very unhappy. The littlest thing can irritate me, and my mood can change without warning. It's very draining. I need to snap out of this before it becomes destructive.

Time to go focus on the good things...
  • My Husband. Love of my life and my entire world.
  • I have some amazing, fantastically supportive friends.
  • We have a home and food and warmth.
  • The extended family, on the whole, isn't too bad!
  • My 3 cute and funny ratties
I'm safe, and well-loves. Husband loves me, no matter what. We will get through this.

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