I am not sure why, but it felt like I was carrying around a huge load that was too much for me. There seemed to be a lot going on. There still is but this evening I am more peaceful and I can bear it better.
Tomorrow I have an appointment with the nurse who runs the Chronic Disease Clinic at the medical centre. Apparently I have to see her before I can get any more of my blood pressure medication. What she can say to my that the specialists at Addenbrookes haven't already said, I don't know. But ho hum, must keep the Senior Medical officer (he who ordained this appointment) happy I suppose.
And then on thursday I have a visit with a doctor to actually get some more blood pressure medication (seeing as Nurses can't actually issue prescipts.) and to discuss my scan results. I haven't heard anything yet, but I have the appointment now, and I what to know what's what. If it means starting Metformin to regulate my cycles and help me get pregnant, so be it.
Baby hunger. What a phrase. That level of broodiness that hurts.
Hope and heartbreak? My longing for a baby and my journey to have one.
About Me
- Bear
- I was born in 1985 so that makes me, however old,and I'm really rather broody! My husband is in the RAF and we married in August 2005. I had been broody for a while, and at christmas-time 2006 we decided to that I would come off the pill and we would try for a baby; 21st January 2007 I took my last contraceptive pill, and this is my story...
My marriage is the most important thing to me.
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