Eighteen Months

since I took my last contraceptive pill. I never thought it be this long before I got pregnant. It's been a very long and hard year and a half, and the longer it goes, the harder it gets. Lots of watching and waiting, and I've never been the most patient person! There's been lots of tears, some in front of Husband, but many more in private. And all I can do is keep going, keep waiting and keep hoping. And I do keep hopeful. I have to.