and tested.
Negative. The test I used is meant for the day after the first day of your missed period, and I'm 2 days early for that. So there's a tiny, minuscule shred of hope. Somewhere.
Not sure I can keep doing this to myself, I don't know where I can keep finding emotional strength from. If I can find any more. Been kicking myself all day for testing early.
If my period doesn't show by saturday, I'll test again. But after that, I am not testing until I am at least 4 days late. Ever.
Hope and heartbreak? My longing for a baby and my journey to have one.
About Me
- Bear
- I was born in 1985 so that makes me, however old,and I'm really rather broody! My husband is in the RAF and we married in August 2005. I had been broody for a while, and at christmas-time 2006 we decided to that I would come off the pill and we would try for a baby; 21st January 2007 I took my last contraceptive pill, and this is my story...
My marriage is the most important thing to me.
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