31 July 2008

I gave in

and tested.

Negative. The test I used is meant for the day after the first day of your missed period, and I'm 2 days early for that. So there's a tiny, minuscule shred of hope. Somewhere.

Not sure I can keep doing this to myself, I don't know where I can keep finding emotional strength from. If I can find any more. Been kicking myself all day for testing early.

If my period doesn't show by saturday, I'll test again. But after that, I am not testing until I am at least 4 days late. Ever.

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