Still hoping!

Still longing, still so broody, but thankfully it is not making me desperately upset at the moment.

I started a double dose of the Metformin on saturday, so we'll see how it goes. No bad side effects yet :-)

I'm on cycle day 12. I have decided to try some Ovulation Predictor Kits this time, starting tomorrow. I have a pack of 5 upstairs, and this is me being hopeful that this will be a normal-ish length cycle. Will just have to wait and see how that goes.

Next monday will be 18 months since I came off the pill. I don't really want it to get to the 2 year point. Also, when they come to work out how long we've been trying, the doctor hinted that they will subtract all the months Husband has been away. So that could add 4 or 5 months onto it. I really don't want that.

But life is generally good. Next saturdy we are going to Birmingham to meet some internet friends of mine. I am very excited and rather nervous about this. Between them, these girls have been my rock through this, and i cn't wait to finally meet some of them in real life! Not sure what Husband thinks of it all to be honest, but he is coming along without making much fuss! I'm going along to his hobby event in september, so it's all fair!
I'm not sure why I am so nervous about this meet. We all know quite a bit about each other already, so it should just be like catching up with some old mates. Hope so anyway, because I still get quite shy.

I will try to update here more regularly (I'm sure I've said that before!). But there's been nothing to reprt, and because I've been calm about it, I haven't needed any little rants to release the emotions. Still, getting into a regular habit will make is easier to get the emotions out before they build up too much.