CD10 (just!)

So, AF arrived and lasted 5.5 days. About normal for me while I was on the pill (I can't really remember before that!).

I'm so broody. It hurts. It's christmas, it makes it all harder. I want to be planning our family christmas, buying 'baby's first' things, and making our family traditions. I can't dwell on it though. That way madness lies. I am determined that when we have little ones, christmas is going to be magical for them. Some children seem to grow up so quickly nowadays, it's sad.

Husband is ok. It's getting colder out there, although lately it's been 4-8 degrees warmer than it has been here! He's working lots, and I'm worried he'll be exhausted when he comes home. He's hoping for some R&R in february. I am crossing fingers, toes, arms and legs for this! Even if it is just 3 days, it will be in his words, better than nothing. I miss him so much, it's lonely here without him. I need my hubby, I need a hug from him. Much as I love my friends, girls just don't hug the way guys do.

It will be odd, for 4 months, I won't have that awful 2 week wait. Unless of course I think there's a good chance in feb, but I'll worry about that when the time comes. Hopefully this stress free time will be just what is needed.

I'll try and keep this more updated, There won't be much on the baby front, but hopefully it will be a good outlet for me.