CD3

Yup, after 67 days, AF arrived! With the worst pains ever. I was bent double, rocking myself and crying in pain monday morning. But they had mostly gone by 3pm. But I decided to start charting my temperature, try to get a good basis for moving things on next summer if we are not lucky before.

So, Husband is away now. I miss him like crazy and evening are awful on my own. I'll admit that I have cried a LOT. I am not someone who is good at living alone. I have spoken to hime a few times and thanks to modern technology, we should be able to keep in fairly good, regular contact. Part of me is glad we don't have children yet, doing this first, long seperation with young ones would have been twice as hard.
I knew I'd have trouble with this, but I really hope it gets a lots easier soon, becaus I am not doing well. I'm making excuses to not go to bed because I hate it all empty, then I don't wnat to get up in the morning because the house is empty. Work is rubbish at the moment. Or maybe it feels more rubbish because I am miserable. Bit of a circle really.

Please let this bit a better length cycle. Please, please, please!
But random tonight, but I am freezing, and need a drink.