24 June 2008

Being Hopeful.

I don't know why. The only symptom I have is EXTREMELY tender boobs. My skin seems to be really sensitive at the moment as well, really itchy at times, but I don't know what that is related to. My boobs are the only thing I am basing these little hopeful feelings on, I can't remember the last time they were this sore!
I know I am only on day 12 of the Metformin, so I really doubt it's worked already, but I can't hush that little voice in my head that is running around excitedly going "What if? what it? Maybe! Maybe! Could be! Could be!" I really do not need to set myself up for another disappointment, but I can't help it!
I did allow myself one moment of pure excited hopefulness at work earlier. Those feelings of 'maybe I could be a Mummy in 9 months' were so fantastic, I don't know how I will contain them when I do get the second little line. I'll be shouting it from the roof tops and telling absolutely everyone!
i would really love to be able to tell my Mum some good news before she goes to Kenya for 3 weeks to see my cousin. That would be The Best!

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